Sapphic Spring fills
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22degreehaloThis is a post for any Sapphic Spring fills I make! :)
Ayumu/Yuu (Love Live! Nijigasaki Idol Club) for Any: Any/Any - you were always the reason
Yuu shakes her head. “This doesn’t have to change anything-”
“It does.”
The emphasis makes Yuu jump. She tries to reassure her again, confused by Ayumu’s sudden sharpness, but Ayumu speaks over her first.
“It does.”
Ayumu is staring at her, brows narrowed and mouth a grim line. Yuu’s never felt like this around her before – not just uneasy, but targeted. Ayumu means something here, and though even now she glances away and licks her lips, when she continues her voice is steady.
“I’ve gone along with things until now, you know? You really love idols, so… I can do that. I mean, I’d do anything for you.”
Yuu swallows hard. “But you love being an idol too, right? You told me-”
“I love you,” Ayumu whispers, and her voice is high pitched but it’s less gentle and more of a hiss. “I love you, and I’ll do anything you want me to, but I can’t-”
Ayumu tears up. Yuu still can’t understand what’s happening but she steps forward instinctively; Ayumu backs away.
“If I’m an idol I’ll always have to be for – for these people. And I can’t do that. It’s unfair to them and it’ll bring even more attention to us, and...” She shakes her head. “I can’t do that, Yuu-chan. I don’t want that. I just want to be with you.”
She sniffs, and Yuu can’t bear how much she’s hurt her without even noticing.
“Is that okay?” Ayumu asks, pleading.
Yuu swallows.
“...yeah. It’s okay.”
Ayumu/Yuu (Love Live! Nijigasaki Idol Club) for Any: Any/Any - you were always the reason
Yuu shakes her head. “This doesn’t have to change anything-”
“It does.”
The emphasis makes Yuu jump. She tries to reassure her again, confused by Ayumu’s sudden sharpness, but Ayumu speaks over her first.
“It does.”
Ayumu is staring at her, brows narrowed and mouth a grim line. Yuu’s never felt like this around her before – not just uneasy, but targeted. Ayumu means something here, and though even now she glances away and licks her lips, when she continues her voice is steady.
“I’ve gone along with things until now, you know? You really love idols, so… I can do that. I mean, I’d do anything for you.”
Yuu swallows hard. “But you love being an idol too, right? You told me-”
“I love you,” Ayumu whispers, and her voice is high pitched but it’s less gentle and more of a hiss. “I love you, and I’ll do anything you want me to, but I can’t-”
Ayumu tears up. Yuu still can’t understand what’s happening but she steps forward instinctively; Ayumu backs away.
“If I’m an idol I’ll always have to be for – for these people. And I can’t do that. It’s unfair to them and it’ll bring even more attention to us, and...” She shakes her head. “I can’t do that, Yuu-chan. I don’t want that. I just want to be with you.”
She sniffs, and Yuu can’t bear how much she’s hurt her without even noticing.
“Is that okay?” Ayumu asks, pleading.
Yuu swallows.
“...yeah. It’s okay.”
